Kashan Poshti Antique Central Persian Rug Print Outdoor Floor Cushion

I ordered this floor cushion thinking I'd use it as a meditation cushion or when going to an outdoor event. The picture shows something like large seat cushion. The actual cushion is like a huge, ginormous pillow, very difficult to sit on, and way too big to carry around or fit under the bed for storage, which was my plan. I don't know what to do with this, it is too large for any purpose I can think of. It is, however, very pretty, the fabric is very nice, the pillow well-made,and the carry handle is helpful.